This song is seriously my medicine.
EVERY insecure girl/guy needs to listen to this song. Seriously.
That awkward moment when you realize Katy Perry was singing about SuperWhoLock.
Thurs Dec 20 2012 6:00pm ish
The general point of the lyrics go out to any of the 3 guys I’m interested in right now (not the part where she says she’s stimulating his penis, cuz I - personally, no judgement on anyone else - won’t be doing that till a good way down the line of the first move being made). To be honest, I’ve been interested in all of them for at least several years (to varying degrees, and off and on, depending on how much time we spent together/talked, and/or if he was dating someone). One since elementary school, one since sophomore year of high school, and the most recent since 2007. But there are things I know will be major points of conflict with each of them, so I’ve always decided against doing anything. But I’m getting tired of waiting, and they’re all good guys, and why shouldn’t I give them a try? But then what if I spoil the friendships? One of them, I have no idea if he’s interested in me romantically at all since he’s not very expressive, so trying something could destroy our long standing, but never emotionally connected friendship. The other two, I think our friendships could possibly withstand an attempt at dating, but you never know.
Part of me wants to do what men seem to often do - date and fool around with multiple people at one time, and potentially eventually commit to only one until things end with that one. But I doubt I’d be able to do that - it just feels wrong to me to date - and especially to be physical with - more than one person at a time. If one of them makes a move and/or I get up the courage to make a move on one of them, I’ll stop subtly encouraging and/or pursuing the others, and I’ll give that one guy my attention and see how things go. If it doesn’t work, hopefully we’ll discover it before things get too serious and it’ll be okay and we can still be friends.
Well…tonight I’m hanging out with one of them. And the fact that he wanted to take the bus to get to the destination and not go there with me, leaves me feeling already rejected and we haven’t even seen each other yet and won’t for another hour. Le sigh…this one is so hard to read, I never know what he’s thinking or what his opinions are. It’s extremely frustrating [this is his major point of conflict: lack of (what I consider sufficient) communication].
Well, I gotta get ready. I wish there was a way to make this so that only my close friends can see it, but I dunno how to do that, so I’ll risk posting it here. None of them give a rat’s ass about Tumblr, so they won’t be reading this. But I am hesitant to post something so personal and specific (although, unless you know me, this probably adequately vague).
Anyway. Gotta go. Gotta get ready for what could be considered my “date”, but it’s more accurate to call it a “I had sort of hoped he would take it as me asking him on a date (yes, I asked him), but it doesn’t seem like he has since he opted to take the bus alone…so I guess we’re just gonna watch the show and that’s it, so it’s really not a date, just friends hanging out, but I had hoped he might take it as me asking him on a date”. Or some other weird circular logic thing that my brain keeps doing. Le sigh…
(Sorry, that last paragraph makes no sense whatsoever. If I weren’t running late, I’d fix it, but I really do need to get ready.)
Fri Dec 21st update:
As expected: absolutely nothing happened. I’m 98% sure he is is not at all interested in me romantically, as evidenced by his moving his leg away if our legs touched, etc. It’s disappointing, and a bit frustrating, but that’s okay. He has every right to not be interested in me. I still care about him, and want to be friends with him. :) Hopefully something will happen with one of the other two guys, but I’m not holding my breath for anything to happen with either of them. :shrug:
The Hobbit: An Unexpected Journey | Misty Mountains
Mama, just killed a man…
THIS IS GLORRRIOUS…
LAURA OH MY GOD
Aw jeez! XD
I just spit sprite all over.
I”M ACTUALLY DYING OF LAUGHTER
What is this substance you call air?
Send help, I believe I’m having a heart attack.
WHAT IS THIS OH MY FUCKING GOD
CAN I MARRY THE GUY WHO DID THIS
CAN OUR SONGS ABOUT FANDOM HAVE CHILDREN
except his have actual production quality. oh well
WHERE THE HELL IS THE DOWNLOAD LINK
and you try to sing along
All will turn to silver glass, a light on the water, all souls pass into the west.